1. Today my ultimate team won the state championship. We are the first team to win the state tournament in school history. 2. I snuggled with Matt and watched Skyfall for the past three hours. 3. I’m getting a massage tomorrow. 4. I am done with my senior year of high school except for fun stuff.
It it easier to just let myself escape? Sometimes I wonder if I’m allowing myself to choke on my own realities, if escape would be a better option. But then again, I cannot escape forever, and reality is harder to face when you’ve hidden away for so long. I guess I don’t know what I’m missing, but I tend to find that returning to the mundane after experiencing something like paradise is more...
shadow-writer: I don’t think about you much anymore. I don’t think about air either, but I need it to breathe.
Anonymous asked: does matt feel the same way about weed?
Anonymous asked: what did u do today? (:
I am starting therapy again next week for the first time in nearly eleven months. Instead of being really scared like I was the first time, I’m happy. I think it will help me in so many ways, and it will also help the people I am close with because I won’t need emotional support so much of the time. I’m going back to the same therapist I saw before, so she’ll already know me and I won’t have to...
Sometimes I'm really happy.
Days when I’m happy are the best. Today was one of those. :)
23 days until graduation.
Also, new post/update on life should be up sometime tomorrow.
Because I have no secrets- just pain, categorized and filed away in...– Soggypoetry
jm-barraza: I move fast so I am impatient with others and I know that that is wrong. I am sensitive and know what it feels like when people think that you’re not good enough, not quick enough, not sharp enough. My knives are dull, but I stab them just the same. J.M. Barraza
Off to Southerns!
(to kick some ass.)
Tomorrow is my last day of real high school classes. How terrifying.
Anonymous asked: oh, what first made you against it? sorry im asking so much, im just curious. :)
Anonymous asked: Would you be friends with people who smoke it? Just not date anyone who did?
Anonymous asked: why are you so against weed?
Anonymous asked: Whose your friend from San francisco?
Anonymous asked: ever been drunk?
elphabaforpresidentofgallifrey: castiels-feathery-butt: tyflowsion: what if ducks threw bread back at you you’d have to duck this is one of those posts that makes you step back and re-examine your entire worldview this is one of those posts that makes you step back and re-examine the English language
[[MORE]]In case you don’t know, or haven’t seen the numerous Facebook statuses and education updates, deposits to chosen colleges for the class of 2017 were due this past Wednesday, May 1st. I feel the need to explain my college situation to all the people who have asked, are curious, or will be surprised/confused/interested when I update MY education info to the Guilford College class...
i really want to cook food cause it will make me less stressed about physics but if i actually do that, then i wont spend as much time on my final and that will negate the stress relief :(
maniacal conversation: “But you know? You find... →
maniacalconversation: “But you know? You find beauty in everything that is broken, you find truth and you find, most importantly, yourself. So don’t mind them, don’t listen. Take heart in the fact that they’re bothering so much to even think of you. What people say of others, says SO MUCH more about themselves. Don’t…